I honestly don’t know how I’m feeling. This past weekend has been amazing, and life’s been great, but I don’t know if I can say I am too. I can keep saying I’m happy till it’s true, which may be possibly what I’ve been doing. I tend to avoid things, and see things how I want it to be viewed. But I guess, maybe it’s time to accept things how they are.

1. I’m giving up tumblr for Lent, & going on FB to waste time. I thought about giving up some kind of food, but for myself, there are so many ways to get around it. Not going to lie, I spend a lot of my time on tumblr + FB, so I guess it’s just a reason for me to start doing more with my time. I’m going to create more (sumthin for each day). I’m going to do more.
2. There’s a lot to look forward to, like Graduation, Grad Nite, Prom (lol…), ASB Ball, Senior Activities (if any?); but there’s still a lot to worry and stress about, like PAPIA Banquet, College, Senior Exhibition, all my ap classes that idc about, ++++ so much more.
3. If I haven’t put it out there enough, I’m a sensitive person. I also say things without thinking, though, I do not ever say things to intentionally put anyone down. I guess you can say my personality is a bit slow too. But I’m honestly tired of being the one put down, and not feeling appreciated. I do not need anyone in my life who doesn’t want to be there. I do not need constant put-me-downs & I will not surround myself with negative people.
4. Trying//Bigger&betterThings//stayingPosi+ive
5. Annjanette is my bffl, & jenjen comes down this weekend, & i’m just trying to at least be content.
6. I really shouldn’t have done that. I’m sorry. I’m just not as okay as I thought I was. d i s t a n c e// as if nothing was there// shit// fuckfjdjafkldsajrflskfjslf// my heart is fragile
7. I don’t like being told what to do. There are many ways to avoid being sad, but a lot of the time, I act depending on how I feel, & in my opinion, it’s okay as long as it’s genuine.
8. Summer, please.